As of right now, Psyche and Ares are on indefinite hiatus.

I'll finish out the threads that I've started, but after that. Nothing for awhile.


[x-posted to lust_for_battle]

The sky is lit up
Day will be richer than night
So dont think of yesterday
Its here and now

It’s a new day.


...


He’d wiped the sleep from her face and she’d awoken to a brand new day. He was hers, she was his, and together they would exist as a pair. Their story, a love story that would last for ages. Told and retold, but still the same, still them.

Once the fight was won, there was no going back. She’d won. She’d WON. He was hers forever. She could scream out loud in triumph! No more Dite, no more challenges, it was done. All the trials and tribulations that she’d endured, all the fighting, the beating, the pain, was over. How could anything be better than that? How could there be anything that she could want more?
No one could keep them apart now.

Her love was with her and she was immortal for him, always for him. Existence, for her, was now Eros and Eros alone. He was her everything. Forever.

He will always be my everything.

Wow. This wine is really good!

Stop assuming you know my heart.

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Some love is just a lie of the heart
The cold remains of what began with a passionate start
And they may not want it to end
But it will, it's just a question of when
I've lived long enough to have learned
The closer you get to the fire the more you get burned
But that won't happen to us
'Cause it's always been a matter of trust

He trusts me. I know he does. I’ve told him that nothing has happened between us, and he believes me. I wasn’t lying, nothing has happened. Nothing but what I’ve imagined, and those don’t count do they? Daydreams and fantasies? Do they count against you in the grand scheme of all things marriage? If so, then I have lied. There was a time when my mind was only filled with him. Now another competes for my attention.

I know you're an emotional girl
It took a lot for you to not lose your faith in this world
I can't offer you proof
But you're gonna face a moment of truth
It's hard when you're always afraid
You just recover when another belief is betrayed
So break my heart if you must
It's a matter of trust

He loves me. I know he does. We’ve never been anything but friends. Oh, the temptation is there, certainly. But I’m married and he’s not ready for the relationship that we would have. It would be deep, loving, and certainly committed. The youth in him, that vitality that attracts me so much, longs to be carefree and single. I see that, he knows that, and yet we continue to be drawn to one another. Two magnets with no where to go but towards each other.

This time you've got nothing to lose
You can take it, you can leave it, whatever you choose
I won't hold back anything
And I'll walk away a fool or a king
Some love is just a lie of the mind
It's make believe until it's only a matter of time
And some might have learned to adjust
But then it never was a matter of trust

I love two men. They know I do. Sooner or later, I’m going to have to make a choice. How can I do that though? How can I choose between my husband and my beloved? I start to shake just thinking about it. I can’t live without either, but I can’t have both. One of them is going to get hurt, and I just might break doing it.

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Muse: Psyche
Fandom: Greek Mythology
Word Count: 230 (Not including lyrics)

Get your own valentinr

This looks like fun!

My love comes from no arrow.

I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown. - Woody Allen

Oh my Gods! I completely agree! Not that I’ve been to Chinatown yet. But the other day I was just trying to find my way around this place called Seattle and these people? Tried to throw a fish at me! They kept telling me to catch it, and I was like “Umm. I don’t catch dead fish. That’s Poseidon’s job!” I think they were a little disappointed, but I didn’t mind. I had my pretty dress on! I didn’t stay long.

Then I went to Boston and I was told that I just had to go watch this thing called a “baseball game”? And they even told me that it was a really important one because the teams playing didn’t like each other. So I went to this park place that they play in and there were SO MANY people there! It was amazing. I got lost though trying to find a place to sit and when I did find somewhere? I totally got boo’ed at because I rooted for that team in the white. Well, it said New York on the board and I live there, so that is who I wanted to yell for. I didn’t stay long.

Just last week, I went to this great place called Chicago and was trying to find a place to eat. All these people kept telling me to try the pizza, it was great and wonderful and I really needed to try it. So I went and looked and I found SO MANY different pizza places, I couldn’t decide, so this nice gentleman took me to his favorite, but once I sat down and got my slice? I didn’t like it, and told him so. I said “Bleh. Chocolate is way better.” He was not happy and got mad at me. How was I supposed to know it was HIS restaurant! I didn’t stay long.

So, I’ve decided that I’m going to stay in New York for awhile. Not that everywhere else isn’t pretty, I just don’t think I like going places that I don’t know just yet. Maybe next time I’ll take Eros, I bet he won’t get fish thrown at him or boo’ed at.

Muse: Psyche
Fandom: Greek Mythology
Word Count: 364

Blonde's always look fabulous in red!

Ok, so I've had a few weeks to calm down and while I didn't completely stop playing with Psyche, I did limit who she played with and where. And I think that is where I am going to keep her. Limited rp and prompts only.

Not that I don't love everyone on her friends list and not that she doesn't love them just as much, but I really have to consider my mindset. I can't handle the wank, I just really can't. She's my first character that I've played with on a consistent basis, and she means a lot to me. So when it feels like she's being ignored or passed over for other, better players? It hurts. Yes, I know she's fake, but it does.

Also, I've got another character now, that seems to be taking over. *rolls eyes* I don't seem to have much of a choice at the moment.

So, the state of the muse is...limited roleplay, (mainly with Hermes, Eros, Lotus and the other gods, but she'll probably make an appearance every so often if she has something particularly important to say to someone else), and prompts.

I hope you all understand. *loves on all of you.*

I just wanted to say thank you to all who voted for Psyche, Ares and I in the Tammys.

We were thrilled just to get nominated but to walk away with four awards between the three of us? Just wonderful.

Just as a wrap up.

Psyche won Biggest Flirt.
Ares won Biggest Jerk and Sickest Sex thread.
And I won Favorite New Roleplayer.

Thank you SO much.

*smooch* Rachael.

P.S. There will be a state of the muse post for Psyche going up fairly soon. *loves*

Torn in two separate, beautiful ways.

Biggest flirt?

*pouts* Hasn't worked much.

LAYER ONE: On the Outside
Name: Psyche
Birth date: March 14.
Birthplace: Somewhere...*waves hand* over there.
Current Location: New York
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: 5'1"
Righty or Lefty: Left-handed.
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